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Hmm its been awhile since i have time to blogging ady...
Lately i've been done alot of thinking...
Thinking weather is it good to express my feelings to the girl now?
Thinking weather is it a good time to be her bf now?
lolx... all of it made me now dont want to tell her...want to help her instead...lolx
But then Its CNY what for i think so much...

Happy Chinese New Year Guys and girls,

i am Planning on how to Maximize my ang pao...

LOL must get TOns of it...lolx

Trying to la atleast

Tomorrow need to go up and down of whole Penang Island so..

Now i beta go rest d la..

and err...hmmm i think i miss out 1 thing..

Very important 1..

Dai dai's blog link...i lost it...zzzz

Wat am i doing lately..think too much d la...cham

lolx

Life really bored me..

But i made my life much more livelier then before..

Must stay focus when we do things..

Must concentrate well enough..

Must keep on IMPROVING...

and most important thing..

Must live happily, coz Life is short..

Enjoy while we can..

Work hard to show the people that we can..

And live a life with no regrets...

Although there are some regrets ady..

But will try my best to not regret anymore...

Regret on my ex...

Regret on thoese stupid thoughts that made me single back....

But all these regrets....made me grow i guess...

lolx atleas now i know what my target is..

I wan to hit a Big 1 and take the total to clear my dad's debt...let him live a stressless life...

Then now trying to earn as much Side income as possible

Hmm what ealse...oh ya who wana find me buy house or sell house..

All i will charge comision la...only 1.8% wont be much...

lolx

Beta go rest d...anyway

Mun arh... Happy Chinese new year le...

Wish u can get tons of ang pao's and...wish u really can be happy all the time..

Please dont keep on rush or go blank mode when u chat or talk wif me k? lolx

When u dont have anything to talk to me that time,

i think u should be doing Tons of thinkings la..

Anyway...enjoy ur trip back at ur home town lor...

Dai Dai thanks for everything owh.....

Tian...cheer up la...

lately so quite and try to figure out why lor if u felt u are being left out...

lolx..actually we dint left u out is just u felt it that way...

And.. Sze Yee...hmmm wish u can get Tons of ang paos also...

so that after CNY can go paksa u treat me 1 meal lolx...(jk jk)

haha...

All my friends please enjoy CNY also k?

Hmm Boss (Mr Eddie)...wish u can have a splendid time wif ur daughter...in this CNY

All friends who is going out from Penang please have a safe trip...

And i will be back for the Pictures that i capture this CNY...will try to capture alot la...

Hehe

†Man Zai†

Wahh... These few days so many things happen...

Wednesday Morning i kena accident...still alive thou...
On that day...when i tot i was going to die..(although the feeling was just split second)
The 1st person who pop up in my mind was....(someone now i had feelings for)
Lolx... tot i would die without letting her know how i felt about her...
Luckly i am still alive...but still i see my life in a different way now..

These few days i dont have car to use so need to depend on family and friends

Felt so sorry for my parents and friends who have worried about me...

Thanks for caring about me...

I really appreciate it..

But very sorry ya? for making you all worry...

I am fine...

Last night I suddenly want to be back wif My Ex..

LOL how stupid i was...haha

Cried for the night...tot dont even haf da chance to say BB ad

Then just my stupid thinking la...haha

Then now ok liao lor..

Wish me luck on da girl I have strong feelings now...

I really hope my wish for this year can come true...haha

and da girl is her...

(cant tell name yet)

Today was so shocked when i saw my ex in Bandar Baru supermart

LOL.... saw tiok her..dono why i felt so bad...haha

maybe its coz of what i have done to her gua....

But thanks to her oso i found back myself...

I also tak tao how i feel now..

Just wana get on wif my life..

Hope to be wif da one i had feelings for gua....

But i dont think she will accept me oso la...haha

So just wait and see how lor...

Accident that day so teruk...

Reach balai kena scold d....

Reach working so stress....

Reach home kena lecture....

Wow...great day...no other day will be more worst then that day d...

Its 14 Jan that day...

Will never forget that day...my 1st day kena accident

But good to have such experience

Luckly still manage to celebrate the birthday wif Wendy..

Sorry ya Wendy its ur Birthday and my Accident day..lolx

Hehe sorry made u all so worried...

No Next time promise myself d...

Now need to go to sleep d...

get enuf rest tomorrow got so many things to do

I want to watch

INK HEART and UNDERWORLD and also the DRAGON BALL...evolution!!!

†Man Zai†

Nice Birthday Party...lolx

Watched Bedtime Story..then what? lolx nothing lor actually
Hmm found out that Mandy ady forgot got my existant d lor...haha
So I beta not forget her...
Will remember her forlife i think
coz my 1st love what to do..
But looking forward for a new love..
Hope can get it...hehe

Hmmm

So these few weeks damn busy...

working abo go outing wif friends abo le jiu birthday's celebrations

Tomorrow going to my good girl eh house its her birthday le..lolx

Alot of friends will be there...

Then wednesday another 1..LOL

wan ki xiao also cannot arh

Assignment pilling up d...

Wow...what a new year...

But i like the challenge..

Trying to earn some income...

Finding Loop Holes...

Hope can manage to get atleast 5k per month...

Target la atleast...

Then apa MLM i also don wan liao la...haha

Use my brain and myself enuf..

Relation yes use but not using it like MLM...

somehow its actually a fair business but...

I dislike the style they are doing it actually

Gona get my new house hoping by 3 years time...b4 i reach 25...

Then hopefully can get merried to a 100% devoted wife lor...at the age 25...lolx

B daddy like around 28?

then 30 that time start to plan for my retirement liao...haha

The HSBC eh diao dint get in...lolx

But Regina group did GRATZ...

Wish them all the best...

Must get 1st Guyzzz

K lar i beta go sleep d...tomorrow got tons of things to do

lolx

†Man Zai†

Finally going to STEP towards 20...

Its so fast that i have been in this year for 20 years already...
Still remember the time when i was a kid,
What also dont know....
But free from worries and all sort of stuffs
now...
I am working,
responsibles all comming up..
Even troubles and worries come and find me..
but luckly I got all my friends and family...
also love ones to help me out...
I can manage to get through...
I will learn in every process...

But at here i will state it down 1st..

I WONT ADMIT THAT I AM 20

BEFORE the time REACHES 6.53PM!!

BECAUSE i was born at that time...lolx

So Better enjoy my LAST TEEN's time..

Spend more nvm 1...

lolx just enjoy la....

coz today is the day that I was born to Earth

Oh ya...Happy Birthday owh Jie...(Shirley)

Hmm later go eat lunch then go movie liao...

dono how eh da feeling

Last night that KENNY made me

drive from Tate kor's house to Penang Bowl..

End up dint bowl also...just go there sit..

Then night time Drag me go play Game at CC..

sommore play till 4.00 am

walao....=.=

But luckly my family dint scold me la...

they let me go play....haha

thanks for everything all my close friends...

And Long Lost ones also...lolx

Hope to take some pictures to post here later...

But later la....see how 1st...hehe

Thanks for those who wish for me..

Really got what I hope i can get d actually..hehe

But i will wish for MORE!!!!lolx

Actually I tot Mandy will be the 1st person to wish me...

But atleast she did la...

Hehe thanks...really waited for that...

Thanks mun..

ANd must thanks to All my friends..

Regina,Kenny,Rayz,Timi,Tian,HC, Tate kor, Ah Hin.

They all have the heart to wish me...

Thanks for that...really appreciated it..

At here...My wish is and will be..

1st I wish all my friends can have their wishes come true in this year...

2nd I wish that those friends and love ones can forgive me for what i have done wrong in the past

3rd and most least....*its secret*

hehe

†Man Zai†

Wow...so fast...its new year d...

Happy New Year to all my friends...loved ones and...also family...
Well how i passed the NEw Year? I went working la ofcourse...
then go bowling with a Long Lost Friend....lolx
My secondary school friend...
Long time dint see but was so suprised she knew bout me..LOL
But then now all was just history...haha

New Year New Life...New Job sommore...

Got Promoted i guessed...

Alot of things to do now...

Have to ada Umph... Have SPIRIT...

Since its new year...

Let me at here hope for New GF...

New Lifestyle...

New Job environment

New Responsibility...

New everything...

Most importantly...an Improved me..

My efficiency level must increase

My performance must increase...

I cant keep on let my friends down by just simply

CANT WAKE UP in the morning..

I Must take off all the bad stuff(habbits) that i have ..

Place some new stuff in...lolx

(like changing the Innerpart of a body)

Must improve on knowledge as well..

Try to do my best...and this time..

Must make sure...dont over the limit...

Cant then cant dont force liao..

Dont try too hard d....

Life's like a scatch book, if we scatch wrongly,

we can make a diff by changing it...

But when we broke the scatch paper,

its a HUGE mistake i mean,

we must not tear it off...

We must learn from it..

Learn on why we break it...

where went wrong...

I've learn mine...

A Hard 1...

3 MAjor and millions of it is minor...

But then...

mistakes is wat that makes us grow i guess..

Really hope that if i got a chance...(talking about my love life)

I would really do it right this time...

If time were to walk back to let me correct my mistakes..

I would do anything to get it..

But it seems not worth it anymore..

The person that i once loved...

I cannot 100% say that she does not think about me anymore..

But all i can say is that...

The way she treats me..She HATES me....

Well since she did so...

I mean atleast what i felt it is...

Then i think should be a good thing to forget me...

A Jerk...lolx

Being myself is what i learn from this love..

Dont Try Too hard...

And when time comes, Just let go...

Dingling around is not a good choice...

Well...Now...

New Year New Start

Everything is new now...

Looking forward for my New Life...

Hope to get a New Love...i mean as in 4ever type..

LOLX...

What to do... Life will never go the way we wanted...

Thats all i can say...

But we human did our best to reach what we wanted..

Thats what that make our life's memories so Precious....

And I really appreciated all memories that i've created in the past 19 years...

Thanks all my friends and also...

mun thanks...

for all the memories..lessons....and... Love

New 1 Begins...going to be APEK soon liao...

Hahaha Dai Dai not comming to celebrate My Big Big Day....

which is LEAPING towards 20 this sunday....

The Day luckly I was Born on 6.53PM...so i wont be 20 until that TIME!!! lolx..

Celebration continues and finished when i am still 19...TEEN~~~~

Enjoy The New Year

All my Friends...

Sorry for all the mistakes that i have made in the past...

Please forgive me for my stubborness.. and Stupidity

Looking forward for this Sunday's event...

And Happy NEW YEAR to Every Reader that comes by...

Wish all my friends and family

Will Get what they wanted This New Year...