Goku zai,...Man Zai...now back on track!!

Finally that stupid feelings went off liao...wakakakaa
Hmmmnn... well its been awhile now got the fighting SPIRIT BACK ON TRACK d...
OK...start to plan for my Finance for next year later...(around 6pm like that)
Tonight will plan everything for next year liao..
CANT WAIT for the time to pass
Actually miss all the time when i am wif my friends and so on...
Last night...a long lost friend sudd phone me...
lolx she asked me go to a place(wah...to me like sumhow Heaven) coz all leng lui...
lolx its a new place just open not long ago by her cousin's family

The environment is nice..sooner or later will make sure i bring my friends there...

Hehe....so energetic now...

New year New life New...experience...lolx

K lar stop here beta get starting d...

Lonely~~~ Lonely Night~~~

Walao..today hor i tell you all..
I DAMN SIEN!!!!!!! stuck at home....
Then then....whole family go Funaral...
I SO damn lonely...
Bought a new phone tomorrow going to get it...

My day for tomorrow should be a great day..

Getting my New phone S.E C902

Getting back my car...PROTON...which went to garage

Going to nowhere...coz no program tomorrow damn sien...

Tonight so lonely tomorrow try to do sumthing lor..

Maybe go exercise...work out

Abo i so fat..walao...=.=

alot ppl dono how to quote me..

When infront of me..

Wana quote me FEI ZAI(scare hurt my feelin)

Quote me BIG eh...also paiseh..

haihz i so zialat i beta cut off my meats and petrol in my body liao lor....

Back to my topic..

Cant wait for tomorrow...

Although morning need to go funeral...

But should be a great day right?

Felt so sad when i heard my great aunt pass away..

But then...who will live forever?

I felt that living in this world...somehow..

Its a test for us before we go..(go as in die la)

so...i will do my BEST from now...

Waiting for the day to come

(the day i meet another girl who can steal my heart)...

Merry Christmas to all my friends and family...

†Man Zai†

A great day...turn out not what i aspected...lolx

Early morning woke up then go church d lor...
After church go lunch then got home...
Relax awhile watching anime and chattin wif regina..
Then suddenly..lolx something regina sent me too attractive liao
LOL...then i went search for more...
But end up like that lor..

Today tot that the party is nice or what eh..

Mana tao...walao all auntie uncle nia...wt...zzzz

nvm lor...leave that place sommore so late....

Really kena BIG 1 from my mom...zzzz

but nvm la after all i reach home in one piece liao..

Hmmm tomorrow going to pass something to sum1..

Then got to take my car go fix da door and so on liao..

Hope wont cost too much...hehe

Well i beta go rest now tata...

What a day...

Early morning woke up so late..missed the badminton...
afternoon went lunch
then settled some issue then after that
I went to the singing again..

Singing really is what i like the most i think

But then...

I finally got the courage to tell what and how i felt

To the person I once loved the most..

Hmm actually was thinking that...

We can still be together..

(that was last month)

But then after da insident...

And the way how she treated me..

I started to think and consider what all my friends and family

have been tellin me..

Although really its hard at 1st for me..

And I still hope she cared for me..

But she wont la...

I know her heart got another person d..

Well wishing for her will never be enough i guess...

Hmm..

But then mun arh...loving you was not a mistake...

Its fate that bring us together...

Just decision was made by us... not by fate..

I got to admit here...I loved her till that day...

she started treating me like that

I cant blame her for that also

Coz i really changed..

She felt so fake when she's with me..

I must understand that..

but thanks to her also i realise how fake i was..

I was totally not myself...

Then i realise...that time

I was not in love...

But obsess...lolx

hmmm

Well now that I have expressed my feelings..

And i know she wont tell anything to me even if she wants or have...

Because she will think that she might hurt me again or maybe hurt herself...

I hope she'd told me...atleast i can have a know...

Ok then back to square 1...Single and available..

My life now...is to work and enjoy what i am doing..

And mun arh...

I wish that you can somehow...

be with the person that you love now..

Hmm make sure both of you are happy owh...

K lar..if can keep in touch if u dont want I wont force eh...

Tomorrow is Sunday d...

Got tons of things to do...

Night time got event...dont know want to go or not also...lolx

This xmas i think i will be going trough a lonely night bah...alone...

Hope that good things will happen this year...(i mean xmas)

Wish ALL the best

for all my friends, family and loved one's and

also those that i loved b4..

Merry Christmas..

†Man Zai†

What a day...but i enjoyed it instead of complaining it...lolx

Today so suay...morning go cut hair...(hair dresser not there SEAN)
then after that go find my friend after leaving Prangin(Kena Saman sommore white LEG eh)
RM 300 fly....T.T
Wat the...nvm lor..
Working that time so tired...TERTIDUR sommore
Luckly awhile nia
I keep on slap myself...

At night we went calorine with the Gang..lolx

Such a fun thing to do...

I love calorin but the santa i cant make it

COz of what?

Coz of my time that i set accordingly to MR Bernard gave me..

He said Wednesday...so i arrange all my things at tuesday...

Then suddenly he say tuesday...

I told him straight away i cant...

He insist on wanting me can..

I said to him SIR i try k?latest what time i can go?

He said? TWO PM...u can cabut d..

then i ma tell him sir...tomorrow Rehersal only righT? ok then i try make it on 2

After all my adjustment made...i made it on 1pm

Now he so angry about me...

He tot i ditch him...

Sir i hope u understand..

I liked to be santa actually but i really cant make it...

Next semester i going to see him...

hope he wont be so angry...

Calorin this thing..is just havin fun

I dint join any CLUB because they asked...

I join because i want to find things to do...

I want to stop thinking of things that i dont want..

I want to relax and have fun..

Mr B... if u read this u will understand more...

†Man Zai†

Da day when i bcame a SLAVE for Miss Cheryl

A Crime that Pinky(JunJong) Made: Poking the property of Miss Cheryl

When he(Pinky) was Jailed due to the crime he did...


Pinky, Jessie and Sheuely working on the things that we SLAVES have to move

Pinky, me Sheuely and Jessie working hard as a Slave..

Working like a COW...Miss Cheryl..this is how hard we work as A SLAVE...lolx...

Wow today so lame woke up that morning was so energetic and doing stuff

But then...something happened in between

Luckly da conflic have pass d...

Conflict wif my granny...

Actually was my mistake,

coz i told a lie...

I lied to my granny that day..

And at night time i went to tell her i lied to her...(through the phone)

Actually is my mom who phoned me that night...

then end up she open loud speaker...

then sommore my granny next to her...=.=

i confess the lie i told to my mom...

Then..ma die lor..

Da cold war started and ended for 1 week...

I was so stressed out thanks to that...lolx

But then back to topic of being slave...

Miss Cheryl was soo CRUEL...

I got picture as PROOF...

We worked totally like a Slave from Point A moving her stuff to to Point B.

But it is all worth it...

Atleast thanks to that i got a distink on her paper..lolx

OKOK crap less Torture pictures comming up now...

†Man Zai†

Being myself seems to be so nice...hehe

Now days being myself but still dont know why i can force myself to move more then i can...
Maybe i wanted too much d...
Should i step slower abit?
Past few days i kept on work and study...
really 100% pure work and study mode
Now i got backache d...
My gastric also got worsen d..
Eat too much gastric med now BROKE liao...lolx
haha i really treat it like sweet when it pains

But ok la after eat afew then no pain le..atleast ..phew~~

Wroth the money to Pay for...

Hmm Exams...now to me like nothing...

If got study then what for scare..

Study more now...

Working really sux but still got to work if not no money like now ler...

Later maybe i got to go find kang tao again..

Broke life suckx...

But got too much money that time?

Later say become rich bastard that time?

Will i say Rich time suckx?

LOLX its just things that we dint know..

Maybe we will...or should i say

Maybe i might...

In the past i say i dont want single life..

But now i am enjoying single life...

In future maybe when i want a gf?

But i also not sure now dont know weather i want to go for it

Or just stay like this...

Lolx... blur case huh...

nvm liao la just study 1st la..

When it comes...sure will be fine...

Make sure i wont go get over obsess of girls..

If not i will just lose myself...

Like When i love mun...

At 1st really love slowly bcome obsess..

LOL thats not love anymore...its OBSESS..

i dont want that to happen again..

I sux huh? maybe i just need time to understand and make my mind clear..

K then i going to Tate's place now...STUDY!!! PIA TILL THE END...

Thanks tatt...without u i think i might lost myself long long time ago...

LOL

Thanks all my friends, Kenny, Regina, Tian, Rayz, Timi and TONS of them more.... thanks

Family will always come 1st...

Friends comes second...

Lovers comes 3rd...

LOL

I say here now but when i got gf time the thing sure change 1..lolx

K lar...at here My Xmas Wish is that...

All the girls that I loved the most b4...

Please stay as happy as possible...

Please Enjoy ur life...

Must find da right person owh although i know its not me...

LoL...

And for all my friends around me...

If need help find me...

If got info share wif me...

If got Kang Tao..share wif me also la..lolx

Merry Christmas Guyz and Gurlz.....

ANd a Happy New Years...

†Man Zai†

Took me quite awhile, Now must get back on TRACK d...

Lew Kit Mun, a girl once i loved so much that i cant let go, finally i let go d...
hmmm took me quite awhile..

After all this things including friends,

now although got issues

but still this should be the things that i have to understand learn and grow right?

Well having a feeling for another person does not means that for sure the person likes u coz...

it might be a feelings one side only.

And loving a person does not means that we must be wif them together...

Mun now got new person in her heart d...

I got mine too...

But why we both still single?

lolx i dont think she will be single for long.

But i think i will...for another few months? years?

Who knows..

Better enjoy my life now...if not later got gf time only regret arh...lolx

Now i know why i appreciated love so much....

I also understand why i so scare and what i am scared of loving another person after the breaking....

Loving does not only have the sweet sweet things its not a dream or wanderland, in this world as a fact, love hurts more then anything but at the same time we appreciate it and we grow on it.

The previous love i lost its because i lost myself...

thats why i lost my love.

We must be who we are...

What for we change for the sake of other people?

Why cant we just be the way we are??

I mean for me ofcourse....lolx..

From today onwards i will have to change back d..

Regina thanks ya? for that day's phrase

Made me realise what i have lost for long time ago...hehe

Thanks to all my friends that cared for me....

Hmmm i was tired in the past now no more..

I know that i got so many friends that cared for me...

So i beta look after my own actions and start to care for myself liao lor.

Must not try too hard on everything, coz u just need to try ur best thats enough

Dont over do it, like i did all the time

Its time i try things more easily not too hard..

Not to force myself too much also...

But now need to force myself for FA2 exams on tuesday

Tate, Lets Fight Till The End of THE(exam)

lolx...

K lar will FIGHT for my exam on tuesday...

TOnight i fight for the knowledge that i left behind...

Those girls that i had loved b4...

please stay happly everyday,

make sure u remember to smile k?

Those friends that cared for me all the while...

thank you guyzz very much...

and also do remember to smile everyday k?

Those friends who got issue or problems

i will be here for u,

As an (smiling gas machine or a wall for u to scream at)

just let me know k?

Home issue sattled,
friendship issue understand and working on it,
love issue stop thinking about it d...
so now study issue FIGHTING FOR IT now...

†Man Zai†

Wow...after finishing my works and responsible..

Its already 1am now...WT...lolx
Early early morning RUSH down to fetch my uncle at the Bus station
They came from Johore...
I am so bad...dint get to spend time with them
Hope my grandma wont scold me anymore..

so tired...damn tired now..

Wanted to sleep now lolx but bfore that i wana type this out

Well kinda fall for a girl now...finally got the feelings d...HAhaha

Can smile laugh and joke around d

But then....

Now really scared...

Hope i still can make the 1st move but..

Still beta if the girl move 1st..

haha dont know she notice it or not

But then better like this bah...

Better if she dint notice also

I wont hurt any girls if i dint go think

Let time tell me what to do then

After all now food part for the apartment kao dim

LOL nearly kena SLASHED by a CANTONESE Cooks...

RM 220??!!!! WT...

My quotation same things only 9x at my place...

But too far now got another 1 near the Apartment

GET HOW MUCH u guess??

Its HAKKA place

U GUESS SEE???

115...lolx

hahahaha

Nice job...but then something funny...

(Negotiating time Small Sweet Lick told me)
[i try to negotiate see can cheaper or not]

LOL in the end she just did was like [har? my dad always come one wor..cant get cheaper meh??]

Anene he honest liao only earn us 2x what ealse more we want...

Lolx...i straight say ok la

He also hmm ok then friday take

Paid him RM 50 d...left..hmmm 65

pay them the balance when i go get those foods

Finally they also provide TRAYZ....(luckly coz we Hakka helping each other)

Tian arh u beta go learn or pick up ur Hakka...

Its ur Mother Dialect lai...zzzz

Kesian u(tian)...lolx

But if u wana learn u can start speaking it to me?

or any1 in col that knows Hakka..

Its so damn late now i beta go sleep tomorrow GRAND PResentaion lolx 50 MARKS

I beta go sleep enuf rest then prepare tomorrow then ...nitezzz...

Wow nice day today...Finally fin all assignments left Presentation

Well dint felt anything also about my presentation,
Hope can finish faster also...
Finally got some good news...haha
Waited for MONTHS d...lolx

Tonight went out wif Kenny and friends for dinner...

End up once reach kenny's place nia...

he told me..LOLx i eat d...

I was like...

Wat the..zzzz

End up me and 2 more friends eat nia...i tot finding Zhu Cha mia place

Must find liao...

Well hope can get a nearer place but now ending up to go to

CAMERON!!!

lolx near my house(NEAR KEK LOK SI)

gona drive like HELL liao this friday...

Wah cant wait to go to the apartment stay.

Atlast can relax my mind and my body d...

hehe

Yay dai dai coming back d...this friday also zzz LOL

My Uncle from Johor comming back tomorrow i gona go fetch them...

Then got to go class presentation...

Then what? after class go do survays for the HSBC eh thingy..

LOL fully packed but now i know how to enjoy what i doing d

Mun..Gam Ba Teh on ur Friday Issue day owh...

Miss Cheryl Good LUCK on everything...

And the rest...hope things will end up the way it should bah...

Happy ending is the best...

K lar i go rest liao finish preparing my presentation d...

so sienzzz...

lolx

Its been awhile

Time flies, its been few weeks since i started sleepless nights...
until today i still was not able to sleep due to work and assignments.
Finally body cant affort to handle this stress d...
Hair also drop not less liao...
My body is telling me i over worked my body d...
Today was suppose to help Tian do her assignment but

Type till half way..I SLEPT? unconciousely its not sleep liao

ok confront its not sleep in class.. GUYS and GIRLS i was not sleeping

I really lost my consious ... Blacked out...

Luckly come back fast enuf..

haha

I think Tian know how many times bah...its infront of her Lappie

Tate kor was right...not enuf sleep Kills...

Just now my body also felt something i lost long time ago..

My Old Wound (wakaka it came back d) lolx LONG TIME NO FEEL BRO

haha

Hope i will get enough sleep soon...

Eddie made me realise what life means to me...

I got it now SIr i will WORK MORE HARDER

HARD enough to reach ur Espectation!!!

Okay now i better go finish my last assignment then go take some rest..

I've been tortoring my body for what i wanted later must treat it well

Wish Mun can learn from her mistakes...

Wish ME can get a Better GF in the future...

Wish all friends around ME can live a life with Love and also Friendship

Being here always for all my friends...and family..

Dont know is this a feeling of like or love..

But hope its nothing...

Dont think then its nothing d

Dont want to hurt any girls anymore

But hope can meet a girl who will let me hurt..

Which i will sayang her back MORE...hahaha

Lifes like steak...

Its too cooked or its well done

All of it is controled under ur hand..

Something i realise that i have Locked it up

The fruit of my Love... End like this? lolx...

All thats left...scars and memories...wounds and experience

How I hope it would rejuvunate back to how it was when it starts.....

Blooming widely...

But now its all inside a heart with wounds and scars...

The heart which is glued back from pieces and now a scar is forever there...

The Love is locked inside me forever..

A love that i will cherish for the rest my life...

Really thanks owh mun...

Now lets move forward together bah...

I think u should have a prey d gua...haha

I still searching for mine owh..

This time must make sure its for real...

Long Term relationship...

No longer crying for what is in the past...

Keep Moving Forward...

Memories is what makes us stronger...

Experience is what makes us understand and know what to do...

Love is what that give hope to our life...

Hmmm so boring lately...

Wana find things to do liao...

But this time make sure must not make myself overstress...

Must relax when my body needs..

Must do accordingly...

Must not over the limit of others and also mine...

Learn from the past...

Improve at the present...

Hope for the best in the future...

Life goes on...

Thats why i must

Get on going in my life....

The Night that makes me wana be a daddy

They are soo cute

Abit blur but damn cute..and their speech was so splendid

Their parents sure Proud of them 1



Soo make me wana be a daddy..haha

They dare enough...but are we?

This are all those feelings that the kids gave me...

Cham makes me wana be a father nia...luckly now no more...wakakaka

But they damn cute...haha

This kids make me feel like what i did when i was in kindergarden

They are so cute...u dare to do what they are doing?

So Energetic today...=.=

Wah last night so late meaning this morning only sleep..
Today early morning woke up go Jogging
Zialat...so hungry

After jogging wow...fetch my mom go church...

After that?!!!

really oh my god...i reach home time 11am straight collapse on my bed...

like die jor aneh straight sleep ki...now 12pm d...

Ok later i got to go Sunrise liao...

Assignment HERE I COME

Make sure today i must finish whole weeks assignments

Then The IB i think tonight go Tate's place finish it bah

dont want to waste time liao

(continue sleep awhile later 12.45 only go out) hehe

C u all there guysz.....dont fly kite can d...

Assignments arh....

Waahhh so lucky pass up 1 d...
4 more to go...MUST PIA!!!!!!!!!!!

tonight after work will go do again

Must finihs it by tonight then continue tomorrow another 1

MUST START PIA D...

if not cannot wait till last minute liao

really scare....

Finally tot can rest d but still end up working and assignment

Hope when all is done I really can rest for a while ler...

Such a boring day today....

Sien nia...whole day watching REBORN 50 epi finish d...
Hmmm later wana go work... but luckly today i slept the most liao
Should be enough rest d gua...
This Tian arh dint give me an answer KOK.....
Tomorrow want to have discussion but u also need to tell me what time arh...
Assignment ler...

Time flies, walao now ady 4.38 later 6pm working sien nia...

Haihz but luckly got new thigns to do...

Must rush finish all work then tomorrow assignment MODE...

Oh ya tonight have to phone Tate for our group assignment...

must remember

Then i am done now i better go and prepare to go to work

Cham watch REBORN till dint upload all the photos and movies...

Those photos and movie that I capture at Masyarakat Penyayang

The place where make me feel wana be a PAPA asap(luckly now the feeling no more)

lolx its so nice seeing so many children performing...

maybe tonight or tomorrow will post it up..

All so cute and adorable

Yet their parents...SO Handsome papa and Beautiful mama all..lolx

admire them have such a family...

OK then back to my life...

no more thinking if not the more i think the faster i will get married

LOL say only la...wont happen so fast...

no one wants me also

hahahaha

Walao..I overstress liao la...

Cannot liao.. I really must find a way to Destresss
Abo really cham, now days suddenly I felt myself damn Chi Kor..
I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!!!!
Must wake up d...
Last night my back and head damn pain

Was doing my works then also was trying to do my assignment

But end up like a SHYT

I do till half way wakao I SLEPT Jor again

Holy SHYT liao this time

Must promise myself ady

Really have to rest my body for 1 whole day after all assignments

Really must relax my body everynight after work sia

Cannot overstress myself

Must start to love myself liao

Last time say aiya NVM 1 lar..

Now say wakao really mind liao la..

Now days suddenly i so ABNORMAL jor

Friends told me d..but B4 that i realise jor walao

Wat is wrong wif me..>??!
I really hope that I am just too stress

Must relax abit liao

also must RUSH assignment....fast fast finish then good lor

dont need to think too much liao...

Thanks owh Mun...

hehe... without you, maybe I cant grow up ler...
Thanks owh...for everything...
LOL.. in this life arh, you really make me realise 1 thing...
The thing which makes me grow up now...

last time whenever I saw a girl who can simply fall in love

I will say they..."Shui Xing Yang Hua"

But now...its normal la...

lolx I ady get use to it d.

Although I can tell u time did not cure anything

It just let us to get use to what we are at the time being

Well mun arh I really hope u can take out some courage to go face ur problems

Not to run away from it all the time owh...

If u keep on run away, thus will only hurt others more and more only...

U always say u wont hurt those that u love...

But I think u hurt the most eh also is the 1 that u love eh la...

Dont believe me u can ask ur X's

Anyhow, U must jia you owh... Gam Ba Teh on ur studies...

And hmmm I dono ka u about how u treat guys as,

Just hope u wont hurt anymore guys...

Hehehe.. Enjoy ur life as i did now la...

Hmm Now days still got think but not thinking about u liao lor mun...

I will think of our love... hahaha

The love that once i had for you, really was a miracle

I din't realise it until that day...hahahaha

What really happen? I dont know how to tell le...

I wana pass u a thing...the thing that all secrets that i did not tell u..

ITS INSIDE.....

But since u din't want to even find me d..

no more sms or calls...

nvm d lor..

If got chance will pass it to u but

I think u might just throw the "thing" away bah

Well anyhow just let it be...

I really hope u can get a new BF,

I hope I can get a new GF also..walao

But for now I wan to concentrate on my studies thats the most important

If got feelings then only go try liao la..

now dont have yet...

Mun arh, although I hope u can grow up also but

I think....

You wont grow so fast,

You will give a reason that u gave me b4

Its hard to CHANGE...

lolx I dint ask u to change owh...

just hope you can realise how important it is to face all the problems

Aiya later got time I must post the video ady

sommore got pictures...

ok la I better go rush my assignments now

Chiawzzz

Tired till dono how to express it out...

Wah, morning after wake up and do some of the assignment straight go church
After church go where? Buy scatch Book.
Then go to Farlim's Mc D, meet Kenny and HC,walao tired but still energetic
Hahaha now sleep awhile later got to go ....

Later going to masyarakat Penyayang liao

Go there see babies...sure cute 1..haha they are going to perform i think..lolx

Hope can relax myself awhile...

This Kenny really lazy ler...haihz boh lat

Nvm liao la I concentrate on my work 1st later relax myself...

Tomorrow go coll hor...walao morning class means tonight cant too late only sleep d...

Must sleep early ady tonight...

Assignment night.....

Whoa...I did my assignment till 6am this morning...LOL!!!!
What a miracle...
at 6 straight slept and now its ady 10am...
I need to rush down to church d ...breakfast bye bye....T.T..so hungry...

Zialat ler...so damn dizzy now...

Stomach empty...

Alittle bit stim now...

Thanks to Tate kor... I overnight at his place

walao... lolx but eventually finished one paper d...

Now got 3 more left...better then nothing la..

Ok then i better go now if not will be late d

Later dono dai dai what time ni wake up ler?

I so tired lor....

But cant sleep coz friends need my help later...

Yen min will come pass me his assignment coz he's going to Johore next week

After that will go down to help Kenny at 3pm then

after that will go down to Masyarakat Penyayang

There will meet Wendy..see some kids perform...hahax..

my finger wound so fast healed ady, just a scar there

End it here if not the more i type i wont stop d...hahax...

Must be ENERGETIC!!!!!!!!!!! Got power meh now? so tired...zzz lolx

Have to Nge Nge Teh also....

Gam Ba Teh everyone who is having a hardtime

Must not give up no matter what you are doing

(Except those crimes or bad things la)

I Gave up loving but wont give up finding love..

Hope will get a true love soon enough...hehe

Its time I better go then

What a PROM...lolx so tired...hahahahax

See that HOLE??? OMG...its so PAIN!!!!

Thanks to Prom nite..i lost a piece of MEAT in my finger

Dint realise how pretty she was...lolx now only know...luckly snaped 1..

OMG tian feed RAYZ eat TISSUE?!!! And he ATE IT!!!




The Mr NELSON!!! Is he the Prom King?




Sob Sob me and leng lui But its BLUR!!!!





Oh my god...no comment on that..(dono why i did that)
Its so GAYISH...lolx

Group Pics..wif Fan CHIONG inside!!!

Our group which reach earlier..(where is KENNY?)

Fast take b4 they notice me taking

Me and Balles...(no la his name is Paulus) haha

Lecterur Lecterur's sekalian

The three Beauty's

This 1 too Yeng its Wayne Kor...

See? how fast i snap? lolx

Snap snap snap keep on snap only lolx

Fast snap before they notice

Before i reach...wif my stupid hair done...

WORKING working working

thats all I know? ofcourse not la...

But i have work myself till 3am just now...slept for 3 hours

This morning went to jogging wif Tate and Wayne...so shiok..

Lots of leng lui!~!

hahahaha what to do...got leng lui sure see mia...

Hahaha but then so damn boring..cant talk wif them

But nvm will have the chance one...

So damn tired...finish jogging and walking up the hill

around 9 plus reach home

Walao...bodyache...haha overworked myself d

Must sleep just now slept awhile

now its 11.30 woke up..

transfering files from phone to pc then post pics now...lolx...

Will POST ALOT!!!!

dai dai..hope u can see it here..

What i took in prom...lots of leng lui took picts wif me.

(was suprised when they asked me to take wif them)

Coz i tot nobody will notice me d..haha

Well i did ask several to take wif me..will list it down later..hahax

Hmm dono why when saw mun mun...maybe she too beautiful d gua..

No comment jor...i become speechless this time...hahaha

Not her being speechless liao

Well I did enjoyed until she made me worried in the night =.= (she went clubbing)

She sure enjoyed it just hope to see she's fine...haha

But then nvm la...haha must not worry for her too much abo i will be suffering

ok back to topic..

PICTURES!!!!!!

okok i will start post now...TAKE A PEEK ON what i made!!!

The pictures are all above...hehe

Oh no....SO many Blur picts...i filter d...sob sob...

†Man Zai†

Realise one thing when i am in for this love...

I'd realise that when we love a person we cannot care for them over...
We cannot love them too much...
We cannot think of them too much...
All of this will create disaster..

I would rather have a normal love...

I will sacrifice abit..but not as much as i did in the past...

I would be careful on how to care for a girl...

I will now know that how much i must put on a love..

How much is the limit for caring them...

Everything is a limit...

Thanks mun... after alot of thinking again...u made me realise

That love...is something we must know when to start..

When to stop...
When to do...

When not to do...

Nice learning this from you...hehe..

Sorry i was being so stupid and stubborn in the past...

LOL..

hmmm Its PROM dude...

Lets have fun...

Promise Dai Dai must take Lots of picture to let her see..hahax..

Hmm must take plenty of it put at my blog tomorrow....but tonight still have to work

WORK work work ...

Cham liao la I become Workaholic ady cannot cannot

I must not change because Mun Mun dont want me...

ALthough i treat her as everything when she treat me just as an option...

I must learn from this love...

Must not treat a girl as everything when she treats u just as an option..

Must treat all girls as an option until the girl treats u as everything then only treat her as everything

Must improve...people improve i must to....

Hahaha realise is not a bad thing at all..

Understand is a must

But must not always stays inside lies...

Because ONE lie...need TEN others to cover..

How many lies can we create?

How many things can we cover?

hahaha lifes without lies is impossible but

Life with pure white lies thats enough..

Ok its time i am going to Prom d...Hope to meet up with better girls...hahahaha..

Not to say mun is bad...shes a good girl...just her heart no longer have me inside...

Must find a girl with the heart inside me and make Sure i have feelings for her...hahahaha

Ok then C Yall ....hope to get plenty of picture tonight....

San Goku BACK TO RO!!

lolx.. Its been awhile ..

All my Guild mates...BRO's!!!!!

i will be back SOON but this time i will have to rebrush all my skills..

Its been awhile suddenly my bro come out Weh goku wana play RO?

lolx...syar long time no chat i will come dont worry LETS lap the players like we did last time

ahahahhaha....

Miss old timers.

Hope can still mantain what i kept last time

Today (6.11.2008)

Wah today early morning woke up keep on go here and there then end up at coll...

Hmmm its time for me to continue mylife...

i cant just stop here to keep on depress just because mun mun love another guy right?

I must find a better girl to replace her?

But i need time...

I need time to let me get better and use to when talk to mun...

hope i can talk heart to heart wif her but...seems dono why cant..

Now can d..

Nobody will read myblog until i post it right?

I will start letting people know what i wana post d....

Its mylife to start...

Goodbye mun...hope still can be friends...lolx

Well dono which 1 to go for this time...so many people...why dont just let it be?

Let time and god to decide d...i dont want to go for it d...waste of time str and ..energy

Life ......life......life

Lolx...Its finished...

Time to have a new start

Start to give up on mun mun lor...

Ady given up, hahahhaa

hmmmnn will know how and try to be myself..

Hope can be myself when i am with her...

Life is such a misery,

Life always have to face truth eh?

Truth hurts right?

Lolx i'd rather get the truth rather then get lied full face allover me.

Past is experience that made me grow...

Future is the path that i am going to walk on...

Present is where i must do my best on to get a better result in doing anything..

I will stop SYN liao..

Really dislike the feelings when with them...the feeling so fake when i am with them..

Join it because of mun mun actually...

Hahaha well her sis should killed me by then..

She asked for money means mun mun told her she's finish loving me..

hope she wont hurt more person in the future...

I will start to go my single life liao la...

Hmmm so boring when last time used to spend time to be with mun mun..

Now just alone damn boring...

hahahaha

Well its nice to know something that i can learn from this love...

but all i can say is no PAIN no GAIN right?

Lets move on bah...she keep on her happy life...just me sometimes gets depressed by her...lolx..dono why

Must get on with my life...if not will only dissapoint Vickie nia...

Alll effort mun mun have been doing to let me stop lovin her...haha

cannot waste their effort...

Will continue la my working and so on...

Blogging will be here also..haha