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Finally my boss is making fun out of me...
Well its ok i'll endure it..
Planning on who to target at and how to approach them... although still in progress but aihz sadness... so many things to do.. Better accept all sorts of challenge to be stronger in the future.
Well "she had a stomachache today" i know what to do but then still i am so worried..
Once she said that my thought came in....
Food posioning? Gastric? or even alot more....
Sometimes i really think too much huh? but worrying means what? means i care loe...adui..

OK last night i argued and thanks to this conflict i got so much relief on my work....
So guyz and gals i'll be starting to hunt all of you down 1 by 1 with several business u see?With that you'll please understand my situation and i dont want it to be this way its just a way to gain my starting point...

Tonight i am going to have a meeting up wif buzz partnazz at Gurney drive there next to a 7-11 which i dont even know where is it...
well knowing she's going to a camp soon might be able to miss her haha...
Better dont later she keep on get itchy her ears then when she come back sure scold me sia..
Also she's facing so much pressure which i hope i wont be giving her more...
i can see from her body language she's quite suffering at some point..
But at the same time she's enjoying the process..

Well back to my life after next TUESDAY i will be FREE!!!!
Free from MRET, FREE from my boss and manager although they acted differently after i argued with them..
I'd even said hi howz things? they no reply mia... both of them
my boss got la owh "zhe yang lor" in mandrin...

Alright better get some rest later got tons of things to do still...and i dint bring my lappie which is such a sadness...

-Man Zai-

Heartache huh? lolx wat la me...

Although predicted that today will come...why still it hurts so much?
Nvm nvm let it be, i'll get use to it soon.
She'll soon be a person very important in the society..
What the hack am i thinking, she might even not choose me in the future..
This really is WTF what am i thinking...
Do i really love her so much d?
or mayb i know the answer...its YES

Let it be 1st...
I got so much to worry still must be STRONG JOEL CHONG WEI-WERN!!
Its time to get on with your career...
No time for you to cry dammit..
But then thought of rejecting a girl type friend's invitation to movie...
yet she accepts to watch movie wif......
Aihz whats on my brain it does not LINK at all!!!!
STUPID JOEL!!STOP thinking so much...
Lets get on with my career..FOCUS on career CAREER.....
STOP IT STUPID JOEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its making me crazy sooner...
I'd better stop stop thinking about it...

FOCUS FOCUS JOEL!!!!!!!!!!
ok later i got a meeting with my banking agent boss then got several question which i must make clear of...
After that i have to confront and adjust things with my MRET boss..
TIME TO GET GOING STUPID MORON JOEL...
not a time for you to worry so much.. Responsible also have to come 1st...
JIA YOU Ah wern... Add oil!!

-Man Zai-

What a Mess start but not bad the ending..lolx

Its been awhile since i've been updating my blog.
Lately i guess i've been studying hard on how to start up a New N.G.O. (Non Government Organization)
...dam its so hard
I've work my ass of thinking on how to prepare a Perfect slide to use on my work..
I need dam a lot of network for now... i'd better stop using those vulgar words d...
Well Its nice to know that there is still a person who is such keen to learn in this world exist.

But then lately maybe i really dint realise that how much i've been stressing myself. So i'd better start to take care of my health since somebody(NAG-ed) me to take care...
Its a good advice for me also actually. Thanks I'll take up the advice..(if she reads it)

Neway will continue fight in my career when success that time will let every1 know how i did it.
But during the way down to success i will need people to support which i hope they will want to know how am i going to success.

Interested just contact me, or just simply leave a comment here i'll get through with it and maybe keep in touch with you.

Business is all inside my mind, opportunity is things that i do not want to miss...
But problems is those that allowing myself to stress myself.

My EQ consider high but still i am just another ordinary person.
In my life i've learned alot but still there are much more for me to learn.
Letting go is also a way to ..... nvm bout that but
Consiquenses is now things that will block my way..
Must think of a fact that can allow the consiquenses to become my power to influence more people in the future...
I want to thank god that i have my life still here sitting typing this msg.
Thank god give me such a nice father and mother although i wont blame my mom for not being a good mom coz not every mother is being thought or showered by mother's love.. i wont blame her coz i love her and she's my mom.
Neway i am thankful for my dad being so supportive in what i have been doing, although i did admit its my fault that my dad lost RM 13k for my lesson...
My parents should have stop me for that but nvm...
I'll be able to start my own things without letting my parents worry anymore starting from now..
I want to get all my plans work to atleast support my family.
My dad have been working like COW(for like so long since b4 i've born) still he is now working
I want him to rest relax before he reaches his age of 53 (Thats one of my target now). And my mom just i want her to stop worrying about finance in the family, it should be stressing her out like MAD lately.
I want to help my elder bro to get his NEW house asap, and i want to prepare a fund for my younger bro to get his studies after FORM 5...
Its just in a few years time but mom, please stay until i can really let you enjoy your life stop working for MINIMUM enjoy 5 to 10 years... i know ur cancer...stage please stay longer mom..

Gramps(granpa and granma) you two have been supportive enough teaching the lesson of your life to us thank you. I want everyone to enjoy what i can make out of my career(including my Pak pak(my dad's older bro) Ah Sook(my dad's younger bro) And gugu(my dad's Eldest Sis)
All of them to enjoy what i can get i will guide them with my way...

So God please bless me with the success and minor fault which will let us grow more...
Bless me with more endurance and knowledge in the road that i have choose..
Guide me when i speak, and lastly bless my whole family to gain health and wealth.

Now Lets get going (Dont stop its not a time to stop although i felt a mild Fever and mild headache but IT WONT AFFECT me) must jia you... hehe Bro's Gam ba Teh together now!!

WOrking life started since 1st of July Sales (M.R.E.T)

Since start this fulltime work, never thought of girls anymore...
Dint know why dint know how but... maybe thats human being bah...
Although sometimes while working...stilll can (have illusion of my ex standing infront of me) but
Her thinking and mine are way too diff for now..
Things will not last forever, but then shall she ever thought of will a family atleast last for 50 years?
Since Meeting up with each other until married, then??
Babies born so on, until they get married...
So how long is forever?
And one more things if it wont last forever then how long is the time period?
But then not to say she's wrong, just over optimistic like i was last time...
Its glad that she was my 1st...
She let me learn and woke up from my FOREVER (imaginary) to reality
Learning that but now its time for me to move on to my work i guess..
Now i know alot of things but...how to use it?when to use it?
Doing sales i even can tell wat da person wants us to tell them...My god...
But then when i tell them i felt like(aihz since i know what u want wat for i go and try again le?)
Lately went back to RO(Just-RO)
Dint know where all my ex-guildmates went so i started alone 1st
Then slowly la...progress
This Grace Ooi...i think we both do not have any (monkey poops bah)Yuan Fen
Although sometimes will tot of her wana find her but
Dont have the guts to go...
aihz wat kind of jerk have i been lately?
Dint talk much also..
Infront of all friends now i am the most(UP MOST quite 1)
only know how to smile.
But luckly my smile is not a fake 1 anymore...
the fake 1 kinda fade away d...
Let go is also a type of way to love a person so...heh knew it earlier then that but
Now only know how to apply...
Well back to work lu~~~ so dam boring at here
but its nice meeting up with new peoples...kinda starting to like it..
All the best to every1...
I dont mind a thing Mun is doing anymore(well lucky me)
But then still hope the best for her in her life bah...
And all my friends also Make sure live a GREAT life..
(Some times did tot of why i am still here stealing other people's oxigen)
but then everything happens for a reason i guess..
Without breaking my phone...my aunt wont be my 1st customer d...
Without working here i wont meet up wif so many new people..
Well hope to know whats new....wats next(keep my life going bah) hehe
SY arh...u arh i sometimes dono how to comfort u...as a friend...when let go(xiao sa abit)
When got that time (appreciate everysingle juice from it)
When dont have time just let it be la...aiyoo
Dai dai how are you owh? i so dam long dint update my Blog d...
Sommore lately dint even sms u...
Dono how are u doing in Subang also.. kinda miss u thou hehe
Kenny...Jia you on ur work bah..u can do it...Regina gam ba teh on ur DEGREE
James All the best on ur exam which is coming up soon..
And tate ko later i will phone or text u...
Wendy i dono how are u d but on the july 24 i will go cari u(hope u in office la)
Well wat else?? HC arh hc how are u d? my RM4??
Rayz ur server if need help let me know la...
Anyway M.R.E.T is a good technology to know of...
i realise this technology will improve people's health
If possible i hope every single family have one...
But then if wana know more about the product
(Come and FIND ME IN QUEENSBAY MALL PENANG)
And tian, okok i forgot d...
Anyway jia you on your work ya tian... lolx
now who ealse i left behind??

Camp pictures pictures...

The most memoriable moments for me in da Camp...swt

(i also dono why this can happen)

Drama...drama....

Morning exercise that i PONTENG(wakaka)

After the game..thats what it looks like

Should be the last game that we are playing d...

Kesian me la...aiyoo kena hold him up...zzz

This is the 3rd or 4th game we played i soo not so clear about it d...

This is before we play...starting that time...lolx

Abit blur but this is the 1st station outside the room...lolx




Well actually got tons more..abit lazy to post d...

when too free that time will come and post la..lolx

Hmm think back alittle bit miss the camp but...ok la

Atleast ada untung sikit..lolx

Nice camp..Nice expereince.. and also a unforgettable one..

OMG my head why senget one?!!! lolx

This is the Green Team Guyz!! Check it out!!

From behind is Me(left) and Daniel(right)our team leader
Front is Hui Yin( 1st Left) Jen (2nd Left)
Grace(Middle) Oliver boy(2nd from right) Jian Er(1st from Right)

Was not there so i dint know what you guyz were up to..

But sorry hope you all will forgive me for leaving early..

Well...hmmm WHy did i gone to this camp anyway?

At 1st frankly from the bottom of my heart...i was only thinking about my business STG....

Then...When i reach i was FREAKED OUT wif the Dance..truely from my heart i did disliked it...

But then... still dispite disliking the dance....(but enjoyed alot about the whole program)

Well saperated after reach there(we 4 Hyper seniors) Me, Jerome, Joshua and.. the person who INVITED us... MICHELLe!!!(no la actually is Michael) we called him Michelle

Dont wan blame u d..

since i also get some (Unexpected experience) on the last performance when sing that timE...

walao was shocked haha... also stunning...

Well Inside the team actually got 7 of us.

Our Leader(form 1 Daniel)

Members are...(Hui Yin, Jen Hui Wen, Grace Hui Wen, Jian Er, Oliver Teoh and ME)

Well i was not the leader but...=.= dono how to say

Was the Eldest one...

Lead abit on the Station game but(kinda over my limited)

Sicked for 2 days hope tomorrow will be fine...

Hmmm back to the day one...Friday...

when reach that time i tried to joked but...

Ben(that guy) was not such a person to deal with jokes

Too boring ady him haha...

But nvm well that Miss Beh...(made my cousin Jerome dislike her) dono why..haha

Then that was day one...

Well not what we expected but still its somEthing that was outside our estimation.

Michelle got a wife from the camp...and alot of fans...

Joshua also quite famous but ok la...i not sure about him..

Jerome as usual the cool and unspeaking person..

but he's a very nice person and cute 1 if u try to chat wif him

Well all of these below will be just advises and also something i wana say to you guyz

(The Green Team)..

Jian er, you are soo active..lolx nice to have you there in the team and i wont forget WE ARE THE GREEN TEAM...

Jen Hui Wen, hope i dint spell wrong, You are doing fine..

Just alot of things for you to learn still must keep it up... Dont feel shy

Try ur best...things will end up the way it should be..

Daniel my leader kid..

You did well on trying to lead as a leader..

But then u need more courage and confidence to lead...You did great...

Hui Yin right? lolx You arh...You are a great speaker...

But try ur best on controling your panic level.. lolx once you've panic
Your mind is still on but... u might forgot what u nid to speak on...

Oliver my boy...LOL you need to learn your patience...

Maybe you've learn how to do some but you need to learn how to emphatise other people dude..

Grace Ooi, Now now..hmmm well all i can say is... nonid so serious in doing things ...

But then its kinda your nature so i dono what to say about it..

And your performance was GREAT... so its not needed for you to say sorry k? lolx...

You did fine la...but when you serious that timE very fierce neh...hehe

As for me.. I hope Green Team can evaluate me ...but then thanks for all the notes you've left for me in my envolope...

Any comments on me just let me know...hope to know more about how people look on myself...hehe

Hmm Some memories that i will cherish...

And about me? i've got something that i can cherish the most bah... LOL*actually got it on the last second performance...

When singing....(lip sing actually)

Hmm what a waste forgot to get the contact from my partner...

All i can say is that both of us was so...into it

Maybe too serius on the performance d...

I dono how she felt la but... I was really stunned by her ...

LOL..Miss Grace u zialat lor... like that (use ur electricity eyes shock me)

It was so stunning that..i totally was amused by you le...lolx

Grace Ooi right? hehe hope to know u more thou...

Nvm...cant even get to know more about you also..hope to have the chance..

Hope to meet u soon...hehe

Hmm actually...

i wana sing the song with you while we are still at the camp (the 1 that u want to sing)...

Wang Lee Hom - Ni Shi Wo Xin Nei De Yi Shou Ge

But there was no chance for us to sing hehe

I also dono weather you want to sing with me or not also..

Just hope that we had the chance to do so...lolx

Hmmm its an unexpected experience that i will Remember forever bah...

Time to stop and put somE picts in..

I want to put some the Video of our performance(expecially the song part) but then..

I still haven get the video... will be able to post two pictures only...haha

Will post the video once i get it...

What a day today was...

Early morning Woke myself up on 7.30...end up waking up at 7.45..
Then..what happen i went to coll..
End up parked at a damn far place..
After parked my beautiful car... Went to search for syiling..
kena boom lor...
Dont have!!
So i plan to go class 1st then ltr break time go put in money...
then reach class Bernard was so cute he was trying to...
April Full all of us..
I knew it after he mentioned that he got meeting but keep on adjurn the meeting time..lolx
hmmm well we play a prank on him back in the end so ..consider a tie..

In the end before break time and before the prank,
i changed some syling with classmate then rush back...
Luckly the bloody MPPP person still writing the car before mine,
around 300 meter far away...
I saw and i RAN like a mad cow...
Before i reach my car...
that fella ady rode his BIKE and was going to start writing on my car..
Phew luck came to me...
He dint write yet and i manage to PERSUADE him not to write..
End up go back to class that timE hyper exhousted....

Yet still class ended early so i went to Sungai Petani..
Today to handle all the Registration of my SPM resit..
Wow cost me more then RM 50 to settle everything..
Now i am worried...
WOrried about my money...
Where am i going to get more money to help my family now..
I ady so dry...
My father oso headache d..
I am trying to help thats all...

Well time flys... i beta get working on the conclusion...if not
Regina sure kill me sia..
Beta get going tata record later then...so exhousting
After reaching back at Penang straight go work.. aihz... tired...=.=

† Man Zai †