Things that i've done past few weeks..

Its been weeks since i've updated my blog...

Well during the past holiday(Wednesday) I've successfully gathered several of my primary buddy's to join me go Penang Hill... although some did not make it but.. hope they'll make it on the BIG MOVE...

These are some photos to share with..

The View below Penang Hill..

The Station have been(ahem) Upgraded...

It took us less then 15 mins just to reach from bottom to top..(its efficient i can say) but i still prefer the slow ones where we can enjoy the view's during the ride up & down.

I was surprised that they have the golf course car.. its provided for the visitors to end their visit without walking alot...
AKA lazy Tourists.

This is the view(kinda dark cause when we reach its about to rain d)

This is the (96KG) me on top of the 1st generation funicular cable car..

The Ice Kacang that we have after the Fearful visit of a (haunted mansion) In Penang Hill..
Luckily we made it out safely..

Something that interest me.. Looks Similar to tattoo..
BUT its Henna(Indian Traditional Body Art)
well..
at first i was shocked that the Indian culture would Adopt such a (Fashion) Design
But they have improve..
this show's that time have improve not only technology,
but also human's brain...

Well after that i went to work and during night time ..well i did something out of my control..
Help-ed my friend in his assignment i guess... but i'm in his movie..(Lame but) haha i was shocked to say ok when he asked..

Hope to see the video when he's done with it..
Well after all these days until Monday i fell ill.. very ill for the pass 2 days i was in High fever 39 Degree Cels...
But i still have to work.. so eventually i dint even go and ask her about meds that the docts gave me i just take la... i'm afraid that i would be annoying her or what.. i dont even know what she's busy-ing lately.. she just ignored my sms? or she dint get my sms.. i dont know what happened to her.. well despite being neglected by her..

All i can say is that i'm now still sick.. its thursday already... although fever has come down but this food poisoning is causing me more then that.. body ache.. vomit....
arh.. I prayed to god just so she's healthy and happy..
So would I be healthy..and happy

Well business going so far (good) only.. but better then nth ...

I want to grow.. after June i'll Burst out of the Hot Rat Race(i hope)..
but i dont think things will run well in such a short term.. so i'll work hard to achieve my target..

Neway.. since she's not able to read my blog or she may.. wanted just to ask her
Hey, How're you lately?
Still busy-in with your Scholarship?




Well from all those things.. i just want to listen to her talking or even reading what she type's in the computer via MSN or anything just to contact her...
Seems like she's avoiding me more then being busy...

Well just let it be?(again? like 4 years ago?) my god.. my close friend.. i cant lose her again...

lolx. what am i thinking.. she dint even want to get into a relationship.. and i'm (still not) a (candidate) of her chaser(or person who's chasing her)...

I'm just her friend...(atleast that's what i know of)... So then.. Back to my Struggling life.. its 2am in the morning now.. i'd better go to bed now.. Tata!! Nitezz people's

Thanks for those who's visiting my blog.. pls post a hi on the shout box..^.^

Insomnia

Well its been awhile since i have insomnia.. its 5am in the morning.. i'm still awake...
Cut my finger this time but its alright.. just a small fracture...

Well whole day i was thinking of something which i'm not sure of..
I wonder whats that.. i cant really remember about it
The business from 2 branch to 1 branch... well the revenue increase... but branches lowered..

Sometimes places can indicate a business successful nor failure..
But then i'm not sure what i'm typing now.. maybe i'm lost once again?
But i was assure of what i wanted until.....
until.....
When was that?......
Until i meet a person who asked me the question 5 years ago a teacher asked me...

I cant really see what i want now...
I wanted to study..(SOO BADLY) but... i want my business to grow as well...

i cant do both together.. so.. confusing now..
How i hope i can chat wif her... but she seems like busy/avoiding to chat wif me?(Well i guess she's busy)
(If not so.. did i do something that made her misunderstand?) i don't know..

Well a good news is that i'll be FREE in PENANG for ...erm.. 2 days.. (Coming Wed and Thurs).. which is.. wait let me check the date... hmmmm 11 and 12 of May..

Kinda boring or bored lately... besides my routine and stuff.. exercise have been a good companion to me lately...
hiking/swimming/QiGongTraining/Martial Training AkA Weng Chun(i just remembered 8 sets out of so many...)...
but i wonder why do i do those things? just to distress?...What are stress to me?...
Lots of questions and i already have the answer... i just let my brain to stop functioning just for a short moment.. let the questions be the questions and answers be the answers..

I might be having a split personality.. but i dont think it is that way.. its just i'm idle-ing all the way since 1am just now until... now? 5.11am

I'd better go and try to get to sleep again.. nitez all sweet dreams..

Love sometimes makes a person go mad, but at the same time.. it makes the person feel alive....
^.^

Injuries...

LOL.. its been awhile.. or aka 6 months i've been a hawker..
ITs the 1st day while cooking the friking Oil Fly from the POT and Touch my right eye.. i'm now semi Blind for today..

Well its called a careless/ or an accident i suppose..
Hope the swollen eye will recover soon.. lucky me..

The whole day i was out of my mind.. well not to blame but to think of..
i kinda start to miss HER..
OMGF.. i told myself to not to think about relationship.. what am i doing now?... i wonder eh? sad to say but happy to feel about..

Time flies.. its been a few months since we've meet up...
hope when she's here next time (maybe august?) we can go out on a date/exercise....
well.. May all her things go smooth and well(part of my daily prayers already)..

Keep things goin.. i'm going to Thailand(i dont know which part but will be on TRAIN) so... hope she can join me but i have to guts to invite her.. LOL lausy me..
Well time flies.. i better go to bed tomorrow HIKING!!!

Nitezz

Tired but ...

Well its been quite some time for me to think of my relationship...(well frankly to say.. too many people ask about it and i dont even know how to answer well).. usually i'll say.. Hey i'm single I'm happy^.^ that's all..

But then.. i dont know how.. or what i really can do about it..
The situation is..(i want to start up this business build it up and it might take another year to be strong)... i felt lonelyness mostly at night during the path back home.. i am just focusing fully on my business now... although the pay now did increase just by abit.. per month and its still a distance from my target... but shall i just stop thinking about relationships and start fully (i really mean it) focus in my buzz?

There is one situation here.. the girl i love.. now is in (not in penang) and she wanted to chase over her dreams... as normal girls would have choosen the path..
now.. She told me about her choices.. i gave her my answer of the choices i HOPE she'd choose and yet...(well i am quite confused) at the moment... i really want her to choose the path that she has choosen b4 she tell me about and ask me which 1 i would like her to choose..

Complicated enough?
i wonder...
HELP ME if u see this blog... (well fb me will do>>)

Exited of my 2nd branch its another 4 days count down... FOCUS on WORK fully!! (i really want to do All things at once but i know if i do that.. all will fall and fail...)
I hope i can make it to the fashion part where i can well.. connect with "HER" atleast... kinda miss those old days when she's still in penang.. lolx..

She : Detective Conan...
Me : Shin Chan..
Well like now we are just friends...or can say close friends?... i dont know... well ignore all this for the time being... i cant help much even if we're in a relationship... i might ruin her life.. LOL
thats all i think about.. hope i'm wrong thou.. but its kinda true...

Time to sleep its 2am now.. Nitezz Keep get going on with my life...

Welcome Back ....

Wow.. i just realize.. its been a year.. since i've stop Blogging...

Alot have changed... Well Now.. its time to set of what i have achieved...

Weight : from 139KG (Year 2005) now...
96kg..(Updated April 03 2011)
Income : from (Year 2005) 0... Now..
3k++ per month still increasing(2nd Branch gona open soon)..^.^
Business experience : From ( Year 2005) ... Until now...
1 year experience..^.^ gona Learn more still

Well alot of things have changed.. including my mind..
Frankly to say i would like to have a Good gf.. even if its a Long distance Relationship.. i wont mind...

Just that maybe she's just not prepared yet i guess.. well dont force things..

Focus on my branch 2.. opening in another 8 days time... All the best..^.^ Man Zai GOGOGO!!!

Time flies...

Its been few months now... alot of things happened for a reason.. that's still a believe for me..

I've gotten into 2 business now...
Although earning still little but hope it'll grow as soon as possible..

Sometimes people say time cures everything...
(maybe i'm too stubborn of what) I'll always say time will only allow us to get use to things that are such ways which are not what we wanted it to be...

Well Let go or not i will still go to KL but this time.... its either Inti Subang... or Nilai Seremban..

Chances of changes between this two places are still there...
What to do..

I guess god really gave me alot of challenges in life..
Although some hurts.. some laughter... some smile... some cries...
Well Happy, Sad, Angry... Its all just part of life...

I now only remembered one things...
We dont want the final ending... all we wanted is to enjoy the process...

I guess its time for me to Go Full Force on everything then..

Dear God. Do Bless not only me.. but those whom i've loved... Hurted... Cherished and abandon by them..
Bless all of us to live happily... Smile everyday, stay healthy and...
Most of all being able to solve all sorts of problems in our life...

My dear friends... a friendship show's me alot of things as the path i go down..
I thanks those friends who've been standing aside me all the time .. all the Machi and the jie jie mei mei... lolx
Thanks for taking care of me in the past 10 years in the society...

Hmmm Since Easter just passed.. Jesus just arise... Let me arise as well..
ALL THE BEST JOEL!!

Hope to use my japanese name in KL life(Hideaki)~~ hehe

Welcome Back Joel

Single life aint bad... Just its been as it was all the time...
She is the 1 made me not dare to think up front..
But then its good that now i know...
I just need to be myself..
Even if we were there for each other.. we wont mind what our mind is working..

Realizing this point for the 2nd time... Well I should have applied it man.. damn i was stubborn..
Back to topic...
For those who wanted a Job please contact me...(Company is offering pay from RM1.8k to 2.5k) But have to face with a tough hard and cold blooded interview...

Its time to let go Bro(to me la this phrase)
Its time to move on...
Its time to shine without anything dragging myself down(in my mind when i'm in a confuse mode i'd be dragged SLOWN DOWN...coz of mood Swing and the controling section is been done)
I'd stop my blogging for the sake of hers... but then i was wrong...
I'd stop myself from being myself... Haha
but did i? hehe who knows?

She's been viewing my Hi5 lately... i've found out since day 1...
But then aihz i dont know bah... maybe she really changed...
In sence of her heart...
I wonder when she said(when i love someone... i'm very loyalty to that person)... hmm how to judge her love on another person?
Who knows... maybe she knows..

Well then 21 counts... 1 Get 20 Lose.. LOL my up to date Record of Pikat girls... haha

Introducing WELLNESS CONCEPT TO EVERYONE!!!...
LETS GET HYPERED UP!!!
LETS GO GO GO!!!

† Man Zai †